Sunday, November 02, 2008,12:55 am
today's service was really different, REALLY!
just the whole atmosphere of things.
and its been really long since God's presence drove me to tears.
im so glad!
worship was so , FUN !
haha , everyone dancing around.
not caring about the people on your right or left.
but just the joy of the Lord.
41st day! they synchronized everything! hahaha .
it was really great(:
plus jieru was siting beside me.
at first jasmine and i were like "does she have an ulterior motive?"
haha , but it was great!
i felt God speaking ito my situation.
especially when pastor shared about the how God uses scars.
it clicked back to what jieru told me all those months ago.
that, this sacrifice, this scar may be the key to reach to others.
i mean, i'll never know. but to just obey.
i felt a stronghold break from me.
BROKENNESS, thats what i need right now.
i know God challenged me with this to make me stronger.
i really need faith this season.
especially when i feel there is momentum building.
i cant let it stop !(:
anyway, with this new month,
i want to give myself goals to accomplish!
[1] finish 4D book !
[2] read bible more!
[3] clear up bball things.
[4] retain/promote plans!
[5] successful OP.
[6] friends for NV
[7] SHOP!
[8] exercise!
[9] friends/family.
but this month, more than anything.
i want to settle down in thoughts.
haha(:
the month ahead is going to be packed .
and i want to be ready for it !
haha . but more than anything .
i want to get my life organized and back on track.
so that i can continue running this race.
expand in capacity ! :D
anyway, just talked to shar just now.
and LIFE IS SO FRAGILE!
seriously, it never stop long enough for us o catch our breath.
and someone once told me not to brood.
which i guess its true.
we should not brood and self-pity on whats happened to us.
life would not feel sorry for our circumstance and reverse
but take ownership and control(:
plan your next step.
for her, she really has to cherish the time left.
and please, listen to yiwen man(:
heartofGodchurch